You are only a teenager. You are not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness and regret nothing. Don't laugh at peoples dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should take time to dance in your underwear and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Party like, like there is no tomorrow, drink as much as you want... Smoke now... Quit later... Have the time of your life.